Thursday, March 13, 2008

Day 46


Juices in order of consumption
1 quart Romaine, spinach, celery, pear, kiwi, alfalfa sprouts

1 quart red Boston, celery, tomato, alfalfa sprouts, cilantro, Kelp
1 quart carrot, celery, apple

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today ???

Sleep
7.5 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
zinc
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse

Exercise
1 hour of yoga - It was a great class. I felt so good after it was finished. I wish there were classes everyday. It was a different instructor and I liked her style.

Physically
I had so much energy during the day that I could hardly seem to contain it. As the night wore on my energy dropped and now I am dead tired and ready for bed.

Positive changes
Skin smooth
Losing weight
Stomach feeling better

Detox
Coated tongue

Emotionally
Today was another great day. I am very happy and the yoga gave me this fantastic euphoria! Fantastic!

Cravings
I spent a good portion of my day surfing the web and looking at food pictures. I don't know why I ma doing it to myself. It doesn't make any sense but, there it is. I know I am not going to eat anything though. I am weird.

Trash Bag Tango
None

Meditation
I pulled the Second Chance card again. You can read that card here. Strange that I would have pulled that card for a second time already. There are over 40 cards.

Ramblings
I want to share a comment that I got on yesterday's post. It is from the fabulous Penni who is currently juice feasting and sharing her experience in the most beautiful way on her blog. She commented on my dream that I had the other day and her words gave me goosebumps so I thought I would share them all with you:

Hello Lovely! I think the dream about the baby girl is that you are expecting a new birth....the baby girl is you and as you juice feast it peels back the layers and you are experiencing your own rebirth. You must be getting stronger and closer to the "delivery" if you can see hands and features poking through. How exciting! Penni

Wow, I like it Penni!!! Thank you so much for that beautiful thoughts. I guess it really resonated with me since it made all my hairs stand up and gave me goosebumps. You are awesome!

Day 46 is officially half way to 92. I am half way there! On my retracing Journey I find myself back 15 years. My first son was about 6 mo. old during that time. I can't believe I managed to get through one of the worst time in my life without too much trouble. I was married to my ex-husband, had a 7 month old son, and was 4 months pregnant and my husband and I split up. I moved out of our home and back in with my mom. It turned out that my ex was having an affair and had managed to get another woman pregnant at the same time. I was devastated and crushed. It wasn't that we had this great relationship because we definitely did not but I guess I had this picture in my head of this dreamy family that I lost. It was delusional but still very real for me at the time.

Of course now I know that it was the exact thing that should have happened so that I could have the life I have now. I often tell my husband that if we would have met when I was younger I would have never dated him. He was too nice. What is it with some of us women who have this bad boy idea? I am so glad I have matured past that and I probably owe my ex for that.

My baseball playing son thinks he may have broken his pointer finger on his pitching hand tonight. He accidentally hit his 5 year old brother in the head and it is killing him. He has broken many fingers and is a pretty tough kid so if he is icing and in a lot of pain, I tend to believe him. I am just hoping it is a sprain or something so that he can heal quickly and be able to play. Sports really is his life so it would be really hard on him if he couldn't play. We are going to see how it feels tomorrow and if need be I will take him for an x-ray.

Have a great day.





3 comments:

Pippa said...

Wow, Michelle, HALFWAY! Congratulations!

I like so much about what you say about your first marriage that "it was the exact thing that should have happened so that I could have the life I have now." How freeing! How stable!

I needed to hear that so much.

Have a lovely weekend!

Hanlie said...

I also had a fatal attraction for the bad boys when I was young! I suppose those were the lessons we needed to learn.

Penni said...

You made the half way mark!! How exciting. 46 days...it's a big deal and I am so proud of you. I am also glad you liked my dream interpretation. That just came flowing out of me immediately when I read your words, so it really made since to me. It's cool that it also resonated with you.

Happy Half Way Day!
Penni