Day 61

Photo by Fat Mandy on Flickr

Juices in order of consumption
1 quart Spinach, orange, celery, coconut oil, spirulina

1 shot flax oil and evening primrose oil

1 quart celery, romaine, basil, tomato, cucumber

3/4 quart watermelon, chlorella

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today 145

Sleep
7.75 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Parasite Cleanse- I started this today. Is it possible that it is making me feel bad already? I feel dreadful!

Exercise
None

Physically
I felt good all day and then about 4:00 I started to feel just awful. My eyes are burning, my head is killing me and I feel like someone has been stepping on me all day. I can't imagine that the parasite cleanse is working this fast. I don't know what else it could be. Whatever, I am waiting to get my kids to bed so I can do an enema and go to bed.

Positive changes
Skin smooth
Lost weight
Nails better

Detox
Coated tongue
Mucus
Bumps on arms and legs
Headache
Burning eyes

Emotionally
I feel like I am going to get my period anytime now. I have softened. Usually about 1 -2 days before I have a bit of a shift. I become much nicer and loving. It is especially noticeable towards my husband and this is how I am feeling. I also get a bit frisky and even though I feel like a wet towel I could almost still have a go.

Cravings
None

Meditation

Om

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was God."
John 1:2

Have you been distracting yourself with sounds, words or activities, in an attempt to avoid feeling or to diffuse pain? This is your invitation to stop and listen to the sound of your own soul.

Take a few moments and let the sound of Om reverberate throughout your whole body. Relax, take a deep breath in. Start sounding the word "om." Continue breathing and chanting Om as it carries you into stillness. As you chant, follow the vibration back to its origin, back to the place from which it emanates - to its source.

Om welcomes you into the Infinite. Open into it and you open into your self. Om invites you into the continuous new beginning that is all existence.

Ramblings
I had a bit of a setback with the health club today. It seems that I am good to go when I have a class to go to. I have done yoga and Pilate's and I have been having no problems. I wake up on my own without the alarm and I get up and go.

Now today there was no class but I decided I was going to go and get on the machines. I got dressed and headed downstairs to drink my morning water and lemon mixture. Sometime while drinking it I decided that I was not going to go. I just didn't want to do it and I wasn't going to.

I am torn because I am proud of myself for going at all. This is such a big deal for me. I feel like it might be a baby steps kind of thing and I should start out doing only the things I enjoy. On the other hand, I know I need to do some cardio and now that I have passed day 60 I can start lifting weights. I will have to see how this all plays out. I might need another Journey :o)

I took my kids bowling with some friends today. I brought my juice with me. It was fun. We went back to one of my friend's house and we played outside. I was freeeeezing my butt off and everyone was making fun of me. I had on a shirt, two sweatshirts, a winter jacket, a knit hat and gloves and I was like an iceberg. My kids had short sleeves and no jackets! What the heck?

So what is up with the parasite cleanse? Is this possible? If any of you have any insight I would sure appreciate it. I feel like I did when I first did a candida diet years ago. There is this heavy, yucky feeling and a headache. Good for me. Whatever it is, it is some kind of cleansing and you know my philosophy...better out than in! Yeeehaw! Get out you varmints!

Like my picture? I searched "bugs" on Flickr and I saw this and had to have it. That's the only kind of bugs I want. Well, not really but it made me smile.

So Penni is in New York to go to Successfully Raw and I am jealous. Well not really. I am happy for her. I guess I wish I could be there too. I have never been to NY and it sounds like this is going to be a pretty cool event. Ha ha, I don't know how much fun I would be feeling like this so I guess I am better off here. I can't wait to hear all about it.

I have my own vacation to take. I am off to enemaville. I haven't been there in a while. I also haven't been to colonic town lately. I am such a glamor girl, jet setting to such exotic locations. Instead of picking up a bug, I am hoping to get rid of some. OK, I think I am getting delirious. :o) Nighty night.

Day 60

Photo by Chewy Chua on Flickr

Juices in order of consumption
1 quart spinach, orange, celery, coconut oil

1 shot flax, evening primrose oil

1/2 quart mango, strawberry, pineapple, orange, celery

1 quart mango, strawberry, pineapple, orange, celery, spinach

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today 145

Still up a pound. Very strange.

Sleep
8.5 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse

Exercise
1 hour yoga class

Physically
I think it could be the weather but I found myself feeling very lazy and tired today. Of course the sky is grey, it keeps switching between rain and snow and it just feels like one of those lazy days. I got a headache about 4:00pm. I went to take a bath and shower around dinner time and I was very weak and wobbly. I went and got in bed to rest and ended up watching a movie.

Positive changes
Skin smooth
Losing weight (well I was anyway)
Nails seem a bit stronger

Detox
Coated tongue
Bumps on arms and legs
Mucus
Headache

Emotionally
I was feeling so good in the morning. I went to my yoga and was elated as I left. My mood and demeanor just started to wind down as the day went on. I don't feel bad, I just feel a bit like a blank canvas.

Cravings
Crispy cheese - I made bagel melts for the kids and the cheese got all crispy just the way I used to like it.

Meditation

Abundance

Abundance surrounds you, embraces you. It is everywhere you look, in everything you feel, touch, taste, smell and hear - it is everywhere. It's embracing you right now.

It's time to open up to the abundance already here. Recognize how truly blessed you are. Take time to count your blessings and write them down. Grace always responds to the cup half full instead of the cup half empty. To manifest abundance you must already be soaking in the very presence you wish to create. If you bring scarcity beliefs into it, you will tend to manifest what you are focusing on. Examine some of your old limiting beliefs - recognize the lie in their limitation. Ask, "If Infinite Grace were to speak from freedom about this old belief, what new, expanded belief would it offer?

To manifest abundance you must come from it.

Ramblings
So I have reached 60 days! I must say I am amazed with myself. I can't believe that I have stuck through everything and have made it to 60 days. I am thrilled with it and thrilled with the changes I have seen. I can't imagine what will take place in the next 32!

Today when I was shopping I caught myself looking at things I couldn't eat and I found myself saying, "Huh, no biggie. That food will be there in 32 days. I'll eat it then." Such a non-event. It felt good.

I feel myself getting a bit more sensitive to the onslaught of stimulation that is everywhere. I was standing in line at the grocery store and when I became really present I was a bit overwhelmed by the bright lights, all the colors, the music, the sound of the register, the talking and the TV that they have at each checkout aisle. Yes, I said TV. Do we really need a TV at every register playing commercials in a 3-4 minute loop? We have become a society that can't even recognize the sound of silence. It is amazing!

I have been noticing that I have been pulling back from my family a lot lately. I am feeling very solitary. It feels like it did in the beginning of the feast where I was spending lots of time by myself. I don't like it yet it is seeming a bit natural. It may be because I am suffering with PMS again. I always tend to be a bit of a turtle during that time of the month and stick to myself.

I did make a point to play a couple of rousing games of trouble with my 5 and 7 year olds. What an experience that is. Talk about auditory stimulation. They yell and scream and pound the table when the get what they want or when they don't! My little guy is quite dramatic and it took about 2 hours to play 2 games. I am spent and I am going to bed.

Day 59

Photo by Cobbo1 on Flickr

Juices in order of consumption
1 quart spinach, orange, celery, coconut oil, chlorella

1 quart pineapple, romaine, celery, mango

1 quart romaine, tomato, celery, cilantro, garlic, spirulina

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today ??

Sleep
7.5 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse

Exercise
1 hour pilates class - this was pretty tough.

Physically
I had so much energy flowing through me today that it was unbelievable. About 6:30 I crashed and sat like a blob on the couch watching TV. I was just so tired. I am up too late and I am really tired now. I can't wait to go to sleep.

Positive changes
skin smooth
Losing weight
I think my nails are getting stronger

Detox
Coated tongue

Mucus in throat
Bumps on arms and legs

Emotionally
What a great day emotionally. I felt confident, happy and strong today. I had some fun with my kids on spring break and hung out with some friends. I felt good.

Cravings
None

Meditation
None

Ramblings

OK so I know you are wondering what's up with the picture today. MY HANDS ARE GREEN! It is kind of weird. All the straining is taking it's toll. First it was the battle of the fingernails and now my skin is actually stained. My hydrotherapist noticed it first and she was a bit concerned. She didn't realize that I was straining by hand. Now I am seeing it more. Please don't start calling me Fiona.

So pilates was good. I left the health club feeling pumped. The sun was shining and I was feeling really happy about the workout. I jumped in my car and headed home. I was listening to the music, singing and smiling when I suddenly realized that I made a play date with one of my friends and her kids for 10:00 on the other side of town. It was 9:30.

I managed to get home, wake up my sleeping kids (yea I know sleeping at 9:30 is amazing), make a juice, strain it, get the kids fed, in the car, and made it by 9:57. I was a rock star! The only downside was that I had a huge adrenaline rush that I am not used to. I think I mentioned this before but I used to be a huge adrenaline junkie. The up side is when I have these setbacks it really does give me an opportunity to see how much I have grown. The adrenaline rush was actually an uncomfortable feeling.

It got up to 51 degrees today which was pretty nice when the sun was shining. We sat outside while the kids played. It was nice and spring like. Of course the sun went away and I began to freeze so I headed home about 4:00. It is supposed to snow AGAIN tomorrow.

Infinite Love and Gratitude

I took a seminar called the Lifeline Technique that was held here in my local area a while back. It was a pretty cool and powerful stuff. It is a combination of many different healing techniques combined into one streamlined, step by step process that can clear out issues.

While I enjoyed learning it and I know that it is life changing stuff I didn't seem to resonate with it as much as other things I have learned, especially The Journey. The reason that I am bringing this up today is because of the Infinite Love and Gratitude symbol that is above.

The one thing that I have taken from that seminar that I use EVERY DAY is that symbol. Dr. Weissman uses that hand symbol in his Lifeline technique and I can honestly say that I could feel the energy emanating from it. I use it as I walk through my everyday life. I use the symbol and the words and I FEEL the infinite love and gratitude for whomever I am sending it to.

For example, today I was at a childhood place with my kids and I found myself being judgemental of some of the women I saw there. When I caught myself doing it I sent myself Infinite Love and Gratitude (ILG) and then I sent it to the people I was judging. My whole demeanor changed almost immediately.

When I am driving down the street and someone cuts me off or does something equally rude I send an ILG to them and then to myself. When I see someone who looks a bit scary or unusual I send an ILG to them. When I get mad at my kids I send and ILG. When I say I send ILG I simply mean that I hold up the symbol (discreetly if necessary) and say the words to myself or out loud. That's it.

It can be used anytime towards anyone. The truth is that whenever we get mad or irritated with someone else it is an opportunity for growth within ourselves. We know we can't change anyone else so we can choose to get mad at them or we can choose to realize that that person is teaching us a lesson or is mirroring something in ourselves that we need to work on. When we chose the later and we honestly appreciate and love that person for the lesson we are getting we have the opportunity for growth and there is an immediate a sense of joy, love and peace and I believe sending the love and positive energy helps the other person in some way too.

Dr. Weissman calls it the Love Gun so consider yourself an officer of love and start spreading infinite love and gratitude to everyone you meet. Let me know how it works for you.

Day 58

It was the ugly bits and wobbly parts The flabbiness and broken heart that kept her from seeing her beauty. So much beauty.

Juices in order of consumption
Shot flax and evening primrose oil

1 quart spinach, orange, celery, coconut oil, spirulina

1 quart romaine, pineapple, mint, celery

1 quart leaf lettuce, tomato, celery, garlic, cilantro, kelp, chlorella

1 quart spinach, apple, celery



Weight
Starting 173.5
Today 145

Hmmm, I gained. The scale is going the wrong way ladies and gents. Oh well, it's about to be that time of the month again! Time flies.

Sleep
8.5 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse

Exercise
None-See ramblings

Physically
I had a little bloating and gas today. Nothing horrible. I am not nearly as sore as I was last week when I went to yoga. Yeah baby!

Positive changes
Skin smooth
Losing weight - I fit into my skinny jeans. They are a bit tight but who cares, they fit. I wore them all day.
I think my nails might be getting a bit stronger

Detox
Coated tongue
Red bumps legs
Bumps on arms

Emotionally
It was a wonderful day. I felt so good. The sun was shining even though it was still too cold for me to be out too long. Just having the sun out there feels nice.

Cravings
None

Meditation
I did a Journey today and then spent some time in meditation afterwards.

Ramblings
So I was planning on going to the health club to work out on the machines since they didn't have a class I could take. I got myself ready to go and then I was overcome with this really sick feeling in my stomach. It was like I couldn't do it. I couldn't go. Exercising has been something I have struggled with since junior high. As soon as I entered high school I pretty much gave up on any kind of physical activity. It is an unusual sight to see me running or sweating.

My younger kids were gone for the day and the older ones were locked up in their room playing some kind of electronic device so I decided to lock myself in my bathroom and see if I could sit in this dreaded feeling I was getting. To understand it and to welcome it.

It ended up turning into a Journey process and a very productive one. I cleared out so much stuff, only some of it related to exercise. It's funny that I talked about my dad last night because I processed him today. He was very athletic and taught me how to play basketball when I was very young. He was (and still is) very competitive and he taught me well. I was good. I was the captain of the basketball team in junior high.

When I went to high school I tried out for the basketball team and made it. I was the only one of my friends and I didn't know anyone on the team so I quit and told my dad I didn't make it. That was the last athletic thing I have done.

My journey took me back to that time and to the worthlessness and fear I felt. I had a tough dialog with my dad. It was amazing because in the midst of it I had a complete breakdown. This was also the time that my parents got divorced and my dad moved out of the house. The day it happened was very traumatic for me and I was begging my dad not to leave. During the Journey I was transported back to that time and was begging and pleading him to stay, telling him I would be good, anything if he would stay.

Through the tools I learned I was able to understand it and forgive from that age(this is very important). It was quite powerful I have to say. It didn't end there. I next went on to talk to the part of myself that kept me from being physical. I was mad and couldn't understand what good it was doing me by keeping me sedentary, unhealthy and fat. I was able to get a full understanding of what that part was protecting me from, the horrible feelings I had back then and didn't know how to deal with. I was able to forgive and clear. I hope this makes sense. I am trying to give a brief overview without going into too much detail.

When I finished up I was elated and light. I know I did some heavy duty cellular clearing and it felt good...long overdue. The energy that was running through me was wonderful.

The picture I posted today was done by a woman named Kal Barteski from Love Life. I think it is beautiful and the words that I have put underneath are the words that she wrote on the piece. Amazingly put and so poignant for so many of us struggling with our body image.

I have noticed that as I go along on this juice feast I have a better body image. I hold myself differently. I stand a little straighter I suck my stomach in a bit more. When I look at myself in the mirror and I see the excess that is on me, especially my stomach I smile. I thank it for being there and then I tell it it is free to go now. I am strong enough to deal with whatever it was protecting me from, buffering me from. There is no way in hell I would have or could have done that just 2 short months ago. The changes have been phenomenal and because they have been so gradual they have gone unnoticed, unappreciated. Not today!

Day 57

Photo by jpmatth on Flickr

Juices in order of consumption
1 quart spinach, orange, celery, coconut oil, chlorella

1 quart romaine, celery, mango, strawberry, pineapple, spirulina, kelp, pinch salt
Yeah, this was bad. I don't like strawberries with the greens. It's a weird taste to me, not to mention the yucky brown color. I have 2 big things of strawberries though and I try to have a ton of greens in every juice. I'll probably just give them to the kids.

1 quart leaf lettuce, celery, tomato, garlic, cilantro, lime, chlorella, pinch salt

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today ??

Sleep
6 hours -Surprisingly I feel OK. I am getting a smidge tired now that it is almost 9:00pm

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
MSM
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse
Bee Pollen - mixed it with honey and I still HATE!!!! IT!!! I was jumping around gagging on it.
Flax and Evening Primrose Oil

Exercise
1 hour yoga

Physically
After my 3rd juice I got bloated and gassy so I don't know if it is the juice which I have had many times before without a problem or maybe just too much spirulina and chlorella. Other than that I feel good. I felt so great after yoga I wanted to jump up and down.

Positive changes
Skin soft
Losing weight

Detox
Coated tongue
Bumps on arms and legs
Mucus in throat
Runny nose

Emotionally
I am feeling uplifted and happy today. I am excited about everything and trying to stay present.

Cravings
None

Meditation

Yoga was very meditative for me today. It was slow and challenging and I was able to close my eyes and go deep within. Beautiful

Ramblings
I went to the health food store today and got some broccoli seeds and alfalfa seeds. I also got 2 sprouting jars. Those were the only sprouting seeds they had so that is what I got. I started a jar of broccoli sprouts and in a couple of days I will start the alfalfa. Hopefully if I stagger them I have a better chance of having sprouts on a more consistent basis.

I have to say that sprouts make me feel so good and that is why I have decided to start sprouting them myself. I want to eat tons of them for their life force and their energy. Give it to me baby! If you haven't tried sprouts in your juice, do it! The taste is a bit earthy, but I got used to it right away and now I LOVE IT!

My dad finally found out about my juice feast yesterday. He is still out of town and coming back tomorrow. He wants to get together and asked what we should eat. I told him that it didn't matter to me because I wasn't eating. He laughed and said, "Well you have to eat something." I said, "No, not really. I am just juicing right now." He was like, what the hell?! He asked how I was doing on it and when I told him how much weight I lost he about jumped out of his skin (I could tell through the phone). He asked how long I had been doing it and I kind of cringed when I told hime 56 days, waiting for the ax to drop. He was like holy crap and then he said congratulations to me and that I should send the info to his girlfriend :o)

I am glad it went well. I am sure he will be very excited when he sees me which is very nice. I have a prediction that he will spend 30-60 minutes talking about health, what I should eat and what he eats. He will then move on and tell me how he eats everything in moderation and that is the best way. We have had this conversation or a variation of it 100 times. He means well so I will simply smile, nod my head and agree with him as usual.

I have done Journeys around my body image, eating etc. and my dad has come up for me. It was shocking one time that I uncovered this subconscious desire to get fat just to make him mad and to knot let him control me. He is a very strong man who has to be in control at all times. He uses his power and money to control people around him. He has very strong opinions about overweight people and fat and it isn't very nice, so being overweight always made me feel worthless in his eyes. He would say things like, "What happened to you? When you lived with me you were so skinny."

It is funny because as I write the words it sounds like he is horrible. As all of us, he has many sides and that is just one of them. He is also a very soft and big hearted man under all the tough outer appearance. He will do anything for anyone at anytime. He always tries to have fun, be uplifted, positive and lifting people up. I have done a lot of forgiveness work with him and have been able to see him for his beautiful traits and forgive his weakness that were given to him by his highly dysfunctional family. There is peace between us. I understand his ego and his soul.

The picture I posted today is in honor of all the robins that are flying through my yard. As I sit at my sink straining my juice I watch them hopping around. I have a lot of different birds back there, doves, seagulls, ducks, geese, hawks and now the robins. It's funny because we don't have one tree in our yard and yet we still have birds. Lucky I guess.

Robins have always been a sign of spring. There is an excitement in the air when you see the robins jumping around because even though it may be cold out, you just know it is spring!

xo

Week 8 Review

Last night after my last post I spent a lot of time in reflection. I was up late and just trying to stay open. I went to bed still feeling confused and as I lie in bed I took off this new karma bead bracelet that I got and I went around to each bead and repeated, "Show me the way." From there I left it alone and drifted off to sleep.

I woke up at 8:00 and knew I should get myself in gear to go to yoga at 8:30. Of course I love yoga so it was wonderful and I left the gym feeling exhilarated and happy.


When I got home I sat down at my computer and here is the next 3 things I read:

1. Impatience is a sign of hurrying; hurrying is a sign of worrying; worrying is a sign of fear; and fear is a sign, Michelle, that someone has temporarily forgotten that it's never too late to change their thoughts and therefore their "things." And for these reasons, time will forever be on their side.
2. Success doesn't come to you – you go to it.-- Marva Collins
3. The following came from The Living Vision:
   I know that to get to where I am an expression of my essence, I must push and go beyond the comfort zone, to reshape my body mind, and chizle it’s form to be a proper dwelling place for the spirit it’s been entrusted to.

OK, OK, if the video last night wasn't enough I get it, I get it. I will stay! I will persevere! I will not allow myself to succumb to the Self Sabotage Loulou talks about in this post. I believe this may be what is going on here. I found this class a while ago and it struck something in me. I haven't signed up for it and I think now might be the perfect time to do so.


I realized that there is much about the juice feast that I haven't been following. I have not been eating the bee pollen, I have not been taking spirulina or chlorella, I have not been taking the MSM, and you all know I haven't been doing the oil. So, I am such a nerd that I created a spreadsheet with spaces for each meal and each supplement that I am taking so I can keep track and not forget.

I have a renewed sense of energy and I am reminded that everyday can be the first day of my life.

Today is the Very First Day of the Rest of my Life

This is the Beginning of a New Day.
I Can Waste It ... or Use It For Good.
But What I Do Today is Important,
Because I am Exchanging a Day of My Life For It.
Leaving in It's Place Something That I Have Traded For It.
I Want It to Be Gain and Not Loss,
Good and Not Evil,
Success and Not Failure,
in Order That I Not Regret the Price I Have Paid For It.
I Will Give 100% of Myself Just For Today,
For You Never Fail Until You Stop Trying.
I Will Be the Kind of Person I have Always Wanted To Be ...
I Have Been Given This Day to Use as I Will.

I want to thank all of you for riding my roller coaster with me...up and down, up and down. I want to thank you for your words of encouragement and your support because I truly, from the bottom of my heart appreciate it.

I want to talk a moment about the picture that I posted today. It was created by Mara Berendt. It is titled, Return Home My Angel. I think it is absolutely beautiful and something spoke to me in it. I see myself in that painting, soaring and flying free. Shedding this unhealthy and limited body for a new, vibrant and healthy body. One that is loved and honored and at peace.

Day 56

Photo by Scott Kinmartin on Flickr

Juices in order of consumption
1 quart spinach, pineapple, orange, celery, coconut oil

1 quart romaine, orange, celery

1 quart romaine, cilantro, celery, tomato, Kelp

Weight
Starting 173.5
Today ??

Sleep
8 hours

Supplements
Probiotic
Chanca Piedra
B12
B5 morning and evening
Enzymes with each juice
Colon Cleanse

Exercise
None

Physically
Nothing much to talk about here. It was a good day physically.

Positive changes
Same as it ever was

Detox
Same as it always is

Emotionally
It was a fun day with my family. The drive was nice and it was good to see extended family I haven't seen for a while. I have a new niece that I haven't seen yet. She is adorable and since I was the only one not eating I got to hold her during dinner. What a great thing.

Cravings
None really. Still an obsession with food that just won't let up. I thought I was going to be OK after yesterday's list-making but alas, I am still wanting food.

Meditation
None

Ramblings
So today was a big day for me in regards to this feast. I have really been struggling with staying on past 60 days. I really feel ready to come off and I feel as if my body would benefit from the addition of fiber.

On the drive home I had a long talk with my hubby and I felt like the end was coming. I have to say that there were points where I was overcome with feelings of guilt and failure for not going the distance. The funny thing is that I NEVER committed to going the full 92 days. I always left it open so I don't know why I am having these feelings.

Well, as soon as I got home I got on the computer and here is what was in my inbox!

Part of me was inspired and amazed at the synchronicity but part of me is pissed! I felt like I had finally made a decision and was dealing with it and then...I have coach God yelling in my ear telling me not to give up, to give my best, that even when it's hard and even when it hurts I can still push through it.

I am feeling the most confused I have ever felt and frustrated. I know I should listen to what is coming to me and there is a bigger part of me that is just done. The thought of moving on to the next stage is just so alluring. I want to, I want to!

I've been sitting here...just sitting here. I am lost.

To be continued

One Word Insight

I saw this on Hanlie's blog and I have to do everything she does so here is my contribution. Apparently you have to answer with one word answers. It's pretty fun. Let me know if you do it.

1. Cellphone: fun
2. Relationship: solid
3. My hair: long
4. Work: coming
5. My sibling/siblings: non-existant
6. My favorite thing: my family
7. My dream last night: forgotten
8. Favorite drink: water
9. Dream car: Mercedes
10. The room I’m in : Blue
11. My shoes: improving
12. My fears: leaving
13. What do I want to be in 10 years: an example
14. Who did I hang out with this weekend: fami-friends (one word combining family and friends. Is that cheating?)
15. What I am not good at: tidying
16. Muffin: blueberry
17. One of my wish list items: Business
18. Where I grew up: Illinois
19. Last thing I did: sit
20. Wearing: outfit
21. Not wearing: coat
22. My pets: dogs
23. My computer: Acer
24. My life: expanding
25. My mood: excited
26. Missing: food
27. What I am thinking about right now: food :o)
28. My car: Mini-van
29. My kitchen: disaster
30. My weather: cold
31. Favorite color: red
32. Last time I laughed: today
33. Last time I cried: Journey
34. School: Love
35. Love: Family